It's 2013 and I'm still here. Allow me to reintroduce myself. OK so...some shit happened. I got a job, I lost a job. I fell in love twice, cried a lot. Got depressed, stayed there for a long time. Liked it decided to stay in this place, because it's better to fell something then nothing. :) I still hate everyone, which is awesome, you should try it. New York understands me. Still can't think in crowded situations. Normal is still overrated Alcohol is not good for me. But not in that conventional way like it's bad and it can destroy lives, more like I feel more present when I am drunk. I feel more alive, I just get in a thinking kinda stand, and I over analyse everything. And it's fucking depressing and tiring, and it's just hard. My brain hurts... Unless I get really drunk, and don't remember anything the next day. But I won't stop drinking, because that is what cool kids do.
I have feel in love with a band call The National. They are temporarily solving all of my problems. I can't thank them enough for that. I also realized what I want from/in my life. The basic is my initial reaction needs to be my only reaction. Over thinking has to become a product. I also learned that my country is in total shit. Ones who said that will serve us only served them self's and robed us of our dignity and pride. And we have become even more non trusting and scared. And I am just going to mention how the world is fucked up by this capitalism. Nothing more. I also learned that revolution is coming. I surly hope so. Shit needs to change. I lost a couple of pounds, if you want to know. What else? Pfffff... everything else is still the same you haven't been missing anything. But I have missed you. Now the missing part is over. Let's do this...
Mike Wood
